Where my Memories lies

Hence proved,

I think a lot. 'A lot', is an understatement, I suppose. Just cannot help myself. I think, I think in sleep also. See, here I am thinking again.

When 'I think', it gives me two connotations better say intention- First, being that I have a habit of giving a sound exercise to my mind. Second, I am not sure about so many things, so I generally think and my every opinion is preceded by 'I think'.

So what connotation, should I adhere to? First is a suitable and self assuring one, while the second is kind of demeaning to my own self, indeed.

I think (ooops), I might as well conform to both. It's so hard to make some decisions in life, that actually will change the recourse of my future. Working or should I study further? Working here or working elsewhere? Working for money or working for knowledge? Not working and following my own dreams? I have given a lot of thought and I have invested lot of grey matter in it, which by now seems to have lost quite a large chunk of its colour, and faded away in whiteness. But nonetheless, I think. I do boggle people around with these questions but I always get similar reaction of "been there done that" from everyone. 

So, I think (here I go again!!!), everyone is in the same boat as I am? Ha, that deprives me of my exclusivity and the feeling that the sorry state of affairs are taxing to none but me!

And right now, I am thinking to give this post a suitable ending so that I can rest my mind off from this mindless struggle my neurons have engaged into and I can do my chores.

Or I think (kill me!!!!!), that many a times, the desire to do a thing correctly, with perfection (I don't know from whose scale should such a perfection be measured), makes me think so much that the line between proper thinking and redundant thinking gets blurred.

So, in a nutshell, I don't want to think so much. There is so much thinking going on inside, that in order to type them all, my fingers would have to outrun the maximum speed a human vision can gauge. So, I want to save them from the extraneous workout I'm, otherwise thinking to subject them to, and discrad this post right here!