Can we delete the flashbacks forever ?

Can we erase the happy memories that turned grey ?

Can we actually stop the gratuitous thoughts knocking head ,pounding heart and assassinating soul ?

Why do some people come in life; why do they make you feel secured; why do they break trust ?

why, why,why...

A relationship of trust, care, understanding takes years to build on (though love has its own way), ages to live by,and few seconds to break..! And then BREAK KE BAAD,  you still have your memories to enshrine with a mix of tears-smile-laughter-asphyxiate...You miss the people who no longer belongs to you, like you miss colors of  life! I too miss many colors though I live with my walls painted!

I feel so lonely at times when flashbacks haunts me for a while but I know- Inside myself is a place where I live all alone,and that's where I renew my springs that never dry up...

Deleting the flashbacks, I am painting the walls of my life, more rosy, more enlivening, more light-hearted.

Cheers to the memories I have and the courage I live with...