Where my Memories lies

I'm human, I make mistakes. I've done things I'm not proud of & I have regrets. I'm insecure & at times not very confident. I tend to be shy & reserved at times, but there are also times I'm outspoken & a little crazy. I've been hurt & I've been lied to time & time again & I don't trust easy. I'm scared of falling again; afraid that the minute I start to fall, I'll end up on the ground again, asking myself, why I keep letting this happen. I'm by no means perfect & neither is my family. In fact, my family's a little screwed up at times & sometimes, they hurt me. I hate when people pretend to be something they're not around me. I'm stubborn. I'm judgmental. I'm not the brightest person in the world & I'm sure you can do better. but know that I'm also, curious, looking to experience things I have yet to experience. I like to sing & I want to dance in the middle of the street without any music. I love to laugh & have fun. I want to be kissed in the rain. I want to be held tight & protected. I like taking random walks without a clue as to where I'm going. I love watching movies, especially scary ones. I want somebody to look at me, the way nobody has.. I want someone to look at me, in a way they've never looked at anybody. I just want somebody to take my face in their hands, look me in the eyes & for once, tell me that I'm good enough.