Last night..It was 2 am or something, was turning and twisting in bed past 2 hours unable to sleep as usual.
Thought to write something.Opened opera mini in my BlackBerry but eventually nothing came to mind <hollow>
It feels very irritating sometime when you dont't feel sleepy, and moreover you have nothing to do at that particular hour of time. Decided to listen some songs and searched for shuffle. Suddenly I realised I had not seen any movie in ages, don't even know the 'currently running' and upcoming. My ipod shuffle had same list of songs which were at the time of purchase, not even I updated the songs in months. Its not like I am super busy or something these days but its seems I am loosing interest in THINGS. Man ! I am useless..just useless...beleive me !!
But what to do, while listening the same old stuffs heard this song "Ja rahe ho agar.." once again. Its really nice to hear your favourite music and songs after a little gap of time. Well, I played this song in repeat mode though. Its a song sung by Ganesh Hegde.One of my favourite song of all the time. Nice, sweet, melodious but the best part of it is the lyrics and I feel it was written just for me. Its like every song remind me of her. I don't know who is the lyricist but I owe him a lot for creating this master piece.I know many people have not heard this song but this one is something awesome.The best part is..
"...tumne mangi dua...ham ko mile har khushi
tumhi meri khushi...phir kyun mile na hame..."
tumhi meri khushi...phir kyun mile na hame..."
Song of pain and the circumstances.The different way to love someone. A person never wants to lose his love but how tuff is it to ask your love to never return back? Thats what has really touched me and I feel the same for the person I had waited and still waiting. I do want her to return because things have not changed still, but at the same time I don't want her to return back, that doesn't mean that my love has changed or I dont love her but just that I dont want to hurt her once more. Let her be there in my dreams, in my prayers and in my past. Let her be there where she is now, where she is happy...
God ! I don't know what I want. I am impossible....
But for one thing I am sure that this song is undoubtly sweet and heart touching... A worth listening.
Jaa rahe ho agar
door mujhse sanam
door mujhse sanam
phir mere pas ana nahin
yeh bhi mumkin nahin
main palat na sakun
isliye itna wadaa karo
mujhko aawaz dena nahin
mujhko aawaz dena nahin.........
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