Where my Memories lies

I wish I could see my dreams and hold onto them closely. It is like I have locked them safe from the world and now I have lost the key… sometimes I lag and keep myself away from the hard work and the pain that I have to go through to get near my dreams. It is so easy to forget your responsibilities and duties and I really think sometimes giving up looks so easy! You know, they say, there is always a home that you can come back to…for me that home has got wheels and the more close I try to get, the farther it moves away.

I am not a negative person and not even a grumbler, but now things just don’t look right to me. My dreams are so huge and I feel small. It is so hard to explain your decisions to people, to whom you have got to explain.

All through my life, I have been living a life whose purpose or meaning, I couldn’t understand. When I learnt to live my life on my terms, I started to enjoy the process and made decisions that would lead me to a better life. I can count on my decisions but the people around me just look for result. I cannot throw these people away and so sometimes I feel my decisions have given up on me and that is the scariest moment for me.
I don’t need my dreams to prove something but I need them to make me without them I would not have lived.

High time to start a new journey in pursuit of dreams woven long back. New destination, new peoples, new hope.